So

I found a notebook in my house. It's a Paris themed notebook (go figure). It's lined, but it's not something you would bring to school to write class notes in. It's a notebook meant for writing.

So I wrote in it. And I feel better so far.

I wrote about my escapades back in 2010, what happened after that boy (let's call him Joey) broke up with me, and what I did during my life as a single lady. Also, currently, I'm in the middle of writing about how Wade and I met. I think it's set up a little like a fiction story, and to get my juices flowing again is magnificent. Of course, it's non-fiction, but the way it reads sounds somewhat like a story that someone made up.

I had a lot of fun when I was single. I saw my friends all the time. I was with my best friend Christopher EVERY Saturday night in downtown Savannah. We would go to dinner, and drive with the sunroof open and sing Lady Gaga at the top of our lungs. It was always a pleasure. I was focusing more on school. I was also single when I took the best class of my life: Rhetoric. So not only did I have time to focus on that, but I enjoyed it WAY more than I thought I would. I went to church every Sunday with my friend Carol. We would worship together and I would always learn from it. It was one of the best Falls of my life.

Now, I'm a taken lady, to a boy that I love very much, and I couldn't be happier. Sometimes I miss my friends, but I hardly see Wade and I just want to spend time with him. Plus, all of my friends are super busy. It's okay, I will see them again obviously, and he's not holding me back from anything. Carol and I plan on going to church next Sunday. Recently, I've just been too tired to do anything in general.

I guess that's my fault, just for lack of motivation. I don't really want to do much anymore, but that's because I don't have something pushing me (school). Oh well. I think I'm just in a funk, and I'll get out of it soon.

Anyway, I will continue to write tonight in my journal, and feel better about life. I always tell people it's easier to get your feelings out when you write and I'm feeling better already. I like to tell my story.