You guise

It's been forever!

A lot has happened in the past month-ish.

I will eventually expound over these bullet points at a later date. I'm sorry I've been so slack.

01. I turned in my two weeks notice on Monday. And I don't currently have a job lined up. Probably not the smartest idea, but I was willing to take a risk. I was also tired of being "the bad one" at my job. I don't know why, but my bosses were always rude to me, they never had faith in me, they do NOT know how to instill confidence and every time I spoke to them on the phone they were nervous I was going to just "up and leave". I was so infuriated on Monday and I had had enough.

02. Let's talk about Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows pt. 2 for a second.
*cry*
*whine*
*i hate life*

03. My house looks awesome, and it's felt really great to get everything back into my room and put my books back on my bookshelf. Since I don't have a lot of motivation to do anything nowadays (include reading), sometimes it's nice to just stare at my bookshelf. "Oh, I will read that soon..."

04. I have become a Lord of the Rings nerd. I just started reading the series (The Hobbit included) within the past year. Before, I didn't feel confident or "old" enough to completely understand the series. Also, I think seeing all the movies beforehand has helped me to understand (there are times when I get lost in Tolkien's descriptions; sometimes they feel very flat). I am really enjoying them. So far, I think Fellowship has been my favorite book. I am within 50 pages of finishing The Two Towers.

05. Wade is awesome!

That's really all for now. I don't do much. But maybe I will start doing more now that I am going to eventually be getting a different job and actually SEEING human beings. My socialization skills have plummeted over the past two years.

Frustrated

I've been in a hotel all week because there have been people working on my house. I think I mentioned we had a floor leak, and so we've been without carpet for over 2 months. They finally came and redid the plumbing, and now they are putting the carpet back in and the laminate, etc. Our house is a hot mess.

Anyway, we haven't been able to stay here, so I've been "nomading it" for the week. And I checked out of the hotel this morning, because my mom told me to, and I cleared everything out of the room.

But successfully left the necklace that Wade got me for my birthday.

I called the hotel and they said they would get it out of the room, but I still don't trust that. And I can't go up there to get it (under supervision, since I've already checked out of the room) because there are a bunch of workers here and my mom is off running errands. I called her and asked her if she would get it from them when she checked out of her room, but still. How am I supposed to trust anyone? I am the type of person that has to do things themselves in order to assure that they have been done.

I'm scared that they "won't find the necklace". Basically meaning one of the maids took it and said "Oh it's not in here." I normally am very trusting of hotel maids, but right now I'm really nervous.

I only wore the necklace yesterday because Wade griped at me last week for not wearing it enough.

THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I DON'T WEAR IT ALL THE TIME.